My First Love

Hey guys,
I am back though I dont know whom I am addressing cuz none of you is interested in ma boringness(Sigh.....) and cuz I have been frustrated for as long as I can remember. So okay, this blog is dedicated to my first love. This is my story.....

When I first saw him, I was in love. It was like the entire world stopped, the Sun stopped shining, the birds stopped chirping, the wind stopped blowing, and my heart stopped beating. He was as handsome as ever... his eyes, his perfect nose, and that oh-my-god smile. It was all so sweet. That was the best moment of my life and I was so badly and madly in love. He meant everything to me and I felt beautiful. He smiled at me when he saw me drooling over him, maybe he did not understand. And I turned the deepest shade of red when he did that. I looked away. But God was full prepared to kill me; ma'am made the guy himself my partner. And oh-my-god, that was the longest and the sweetest day of my life. After that, I dont know what went wrong but we guys were always fighting, and i completely loved that, I completely loved the attention I got from him, I completely loved that he was talking to me all day, i completely loved it all. Until one day,(after four years) he decided to ruin it, it was the computer period and he asked Riddhia to sit next to him when I really wanted to. I was so sad and disheartened, I cried my heart out that day. And that computer period, I kept sneaking glances at them, and when I saw them laughing together, I could have killed the two of them(or maybe only Riddhia, I loved him too much to do that)... For four years I had a crush on him, and I never had the guts to go and tell him that. I wish I had, atleast i would have known how he felt.
Now when I remember that fateful day when everything stopped, i also remember that it was my first day in kindergarten.